Must I write?

A few weeks ago, as I was walking down the hallway at the community college where I’m currently teaching two nights a week, I was distracted by some bold words I noticed hanging on the wall. The words were part of a quote that had been taped to the office door of an English professor.

I stopped to read the quote because I was compelled to answer the question I saw posted there:

“Ask yourself in the most silent hours of your night: Must I write? Dig into yourself for a deep answer. And if this answer rings out in assent, if you meet this solemn question with a strong, simple I must, then build your life in accordance with this necessity.”
—Rainer Maria Rilke

It seemed to me that the sign had been posted there for my eyes and my eyes alone. Yes, I must write, I answered confidently. Urgently.

Yet—it’s been many, many months since I’ve enjoyed a regular writing routine. Busy life has made it so most days I feel mentally unable to give anything to my creative endeavors, yet totally capable of binge watching hours and hours of Netflix series. I can see now my priorities have been misplaced.

So, in an effort to restore some balance, this post is a baby step in building my life in accordance with the necessity that I must write.

 

 

 

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2 thoughts on “Must I write?

  1. Anonymous

    Luck, coincidence, happenstance, God reaching your heart? However we take it, if we’re open to the world, receptive, reflective and connected, we can hear messages meant for us even from the most random places. We never know how we affect others, but if we follow our hearts, are true to our ambitions and listen to the world, we most certainly do! That quote on the door was for you! ….and the fact that you heard it & responded in a time when life is so full is wonderful!

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